i hate roblox, everytime i say a cuss word by accident, INSTANT suspension. not to mention i got a false ban but it wasn't a big deal cuz i was unbanned LOL, if anyone want the photo lmk i can send it, it's just me flexing off my pending robux (the ban is weeks old i think idk)
what do i do with my life, i hate it a lot, i keep saying this in my blogs and it's BORING!! i also made an ao3 blog too to represent myself, but it's boring! very plain, 5 hits with 3 chapters... i might start writing actual fanfics, give me ideas, only men though!
i feel weird when i want to self-diag myself. i feel cringy and corny (BECAUSE IT KINDA IS!) whenever i just look up symptoms. all i see is just bpd and depression, wattafak... i wanna go get checked out personally but my family shouldnt know, i cant reallyyyy go alone, my social anxiety is bad. in big crowds, i bite my fingers until they bleed; talking to a stranger, bite fingers. i even flick my head by accident sometimes, and the stranger thinks i have either pots or tics, i only think of what people think of me flicking my head because 1 person thought i had tics and asked me.hell, im even biting my fingers rn by habit.... people that talk to me only talk to me because they want to have sympathy for how fugly i am, even though im extremely selfish and rude, they still talk to me............ strange
people always judge how fat i am *sometimes*, but idrc, not the end of the world, it's just a few words! boring repeating words. almost every word is useless. people can be too bold but it's just the world spinning anyway
hopped on roblox this one day on a game called stages, THERE'S SO MANY UNDERAGE KIDS THERE!!!! holy shit dude, it's absurc and insane, only the underrated "stages" have the kids up, like wtf! child safety ykkk, u look weird as FUk!
song of today : static by flavor foley
really luv it imo, i wanna make a cover and post it on youtube, but it'll feel weird since it'll be my first video, and cover, and showing off my voice, and singing vocaloid song, singing song, anxious, weird, obnxoiso, OI03GB0RW4N JTPGC29XMR02OX0N!!!!11!!
what do i do with my life, i hate it a lot, i keep saying this in my blogs and it's BORING!! i also made an ao3 blog too to represent myself, but it's boring! very plain, 5 hits with 3 chapters... i might start writing actual fanfics, give me ideas, only men though!
i feel weird when i want to self-diag myself. i feel cringy and corny (BECAUSE IT KINDA IS!) whenever i just look up symptoms. all i see is just bpd and depression, wattafak... i wanna go get checked out personally but my family shouldnt know, i cant reallyyyy go alone, my social anxiety is bad. in big crowds, i bite my fingers until they bleed; talking to a stranger, bite fingers. i even flick my head by accident sometimes, and the stranger thinks i have either pots or tics, i only think of what people think of me flicking my head because 1 person thought i had tics and asked me.hell, im even biting my fingers rn by habit.... people that talk to me only talk to me because they want to have sympathy for how fugly i am, even though im extremely selfish and rude, they still talk to me............ strange
people always judge how fat i am *sometimes*, but idrc, not the end of the world, it's just a few words! boring repeating words. almost every word is useless. people can be too bold but it's just the world spinning anyway
hopped on roblox this one day on a game called stages, THERE'S SO MANY UNDERAGE KIDS THERE!!!! holy shit dude, it's absurc and insane, only the underrated "stages" have the kids up, like wtf! child safety ykkk, u look weird as FUk!
song of today : static by flavor foley
really luv it imo, i wanna make a cover and post it on youtube, but it'll feel weird since it'll be my first video, and cover, and showing off my voice, and singing vocaloid song, singing song, anxious, weird, obnxoiso, OI03GB0RW4N JTPGC29XMR02OX0N!!!!11!!